It's only been a little over a year from the last time.  Just the other day, my family and I were in a car accident.  Mom was leaving the parking lot, and there was no one there (all 5 of us looked).  all of a sudden this woman about in her 20s (for what i was told) came flying out of no where.  everyone keeps saying it was an accident and that things like this happen and that's why they're called accidents, but for all five of us not to see her!?!  what kind of blind spot was that!?!  the last time we were in an accident, my ribs were knocked out of alignment from my spine, also causing damage to my spine (which I still suffer from), so when my back was hurting like it was after this one, i was really concerned.  Luckily no one was really hurt and we're only soar.  the one thing i was worried about though i realized i'd have to face again.  you see, the last time this happened, i had nightmares of various accidents for over a year because i had blacked out and didn't know much about what happened.  this time i didn't black out, but again i'll have to face these nightmares.  and again, i wake up screaming and not knowing where i am or running out the room.  one thing i'm glad i can say, besides no one being severely hurt is that this time our car can be fixed.  but the problem is that all this running around due to less vehicles but the same amount of people going to work and school, my work has really been pushed back.  i'm rushing and struggling just to get homework done right now.  and right when i was about to put some work up this past weekend.  i just spent about 5 hours working on some last minute homework for tonight's class too. so again for those who have requests, i'm soooooooo sorry it has taken so long.  i know i said i'd have things up when i had gotten my computer back from it being hacked that one time, but school started back up an now with this accident slowing me down, it's gonna take even longer.  i will get something up soon i hope.  i'm just really sorry for all of this.  everything's just ticking me off and i'm going crazy!  but thank you for being understanding. and thank you so much for your requests and support.  it really is great and a lot of fun to work on these projects.  the only problem is getting them finished and up with all this going on.

update:
      so at first, we thought the car would be able to be fixed and all that needed to be done was fix the axel and the frame work, but after the insurance got a better look at it and took it apart, the damage was worse than we thought.  so yea the van is totaled.  the best car we've ever had and it's gone before it's even payed off.  this stinks.  well now we have to get a new car and everything.  this stinks, but accidents happen i guess.  cars are replacable though, so at least no one was hurt.  well just keeping yall updated and just saying that things are going slow with any work, sorry again.